Ho hum

Feeling a bit despondent today. It's one of those days where you feel more lonely than alone. I worked out, and that helped a bit. Liz and I talked on the phone. That helped. It just seems as though for every "high" I have, the pieces always seem to settle like silt on the bottom of a pond. Ho hum...

I think a lot of what I am going through has to do with the acknowledgment that Liz and I are in fact through, as a couple. My life is now going back to the way it was before I met her.

I have no problem being alone. Much of the time I prefer living by myself. But I greatly prefer having that one person I can go to consistently, nightly.

Also...the Red Sox are on the verge of being eliminated by the White Sox.

Tomorrow should be intreresting. I'm going to a peace walk in MacArthur Park. Thich Nhat Hahn, my favorite monk, is leading the walk.